Friday, June 30, 2006

Depressed!!

Well I am feeling a bit down and depressed.

This flu that I have been fighting off for months has finally broken and I haven't been able to see Rani since Wednesday as I can not afford to risk giving her my cold...so it is killing me just getting updates from my family but thank goodness they are there for both Rani and I.

Plus there are other dramas with friends, family and other stuff that is making me one emotional mess...not in the least bit is all this helped with the impending transplant looming over our heads everyday...so I am not the happiest person to be around.

Rani is doing well. She is now 7.5kg and they are still happy with her. She also has a runny nose which is making it hard for her to breathe when she sleeps but not to bad. She is having another blood transfusion today as her counts are low.

I got my DSLR yesterday and am having a ball playing around with it...just can't wait to take it out of my bedroom...lol..and play with it.

Well short and sweet as it is back to bed for me.

5 comments:

Chrissy said...

It's ok to have times when you feel depressed love, it's all part of the whole roller coaster ride. BIG HUGS!!!

Hope you get better soon so you can see your bubby girl, she needs you to look after yourself too.

Hugs and love!
Chrissy xx

Chris Millar said...

Get well wishes coming your way Mel! Enjoy your camera when you feel better!

Tassie Deb said...

Hugs Mel, I hope you are over this real soon so you can get to the Hospital to see your darling little Princess.

Goodluck with *everything*

Hugs
TD xoxoxo

Robyn said...

I bet you can't wait to take your new toy into the hospital to get some shots of princess rani. Can't wait to see some.
I hope you get a good night tonight and seeing as you can sleep in a great day tomorrow.

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